I heard THE news last Tuesday (Feb. 21)!! Sal (one of the Summer Project directors) called me on Tuesday evening while I was in the dining hall, and asked if it was a good time to talk about Summer Project (anytime is a good time :))! I was caught completely off-guard, and left mid-dinner to walk outside and discuss further. After talking about the Lord, what He has been teaching me, and many other things, I found that I had wondered over to a grassy area by myself. After receiving acceptance to Santa Cruz Summer Project, I spent the next few minutes praising God for the opportunity to serve Him in this way. I prayed over the Project, the process of preparation, and God's provision, for my future co-workers, roommates, and everything to come in the next few months.
I had expected "the moment" where I found out about Project to consist of lots of jumping, screaming, and excitement. While I was by all means excited, I found myself deeply humbled more than anything else. Earlier in the week, Campus Crusade had posted a devotional guide on "God's Holiness" to prepare our hearts throughout the week for Praise & Worship night that Thursday night. So after reading and reflecting on scripture about God's holiness that week, I found that God was using that to also prepare me for receiving this news. Revelation 4 & 5 were fresh on my heart, and all I could think of was this particular passage & image:
"Then
I looked, and I heard around the throne and the living creatures and
the elders the voice of many angels, numbering myriads of myriads and
thousands of thousands, saying
with a loud voice, “Worthy is the Lamb who was slain, to receive power
and wealth and wisdom and might and honor and glory and blessing!” And
I heard every creature in heaven and on earth and under the earth and
in the sea, and all that is in them, saying, “To him who sits on the
throne and to the Lamb be blessing and honor and glory and might forever
and ever!” And the four living creatures said, “Amen!” and the elders fell down and worshiped."
-Revelation 5:11-14
I am humbled by the opportunity to serve such a holy God. This summer will surely be out of my comfort zone in so many ways, but I cannot wait to see what He has in store. I feel blessed that the Savior of the universe, who is sovereign over all things, chooses and desires to have a relationship with me, and that although He by no means needs to use us to accomplish His will, He delights in working through us and allowing us to be part of His plan. What a privilege to serve a God that is alive and active- who loves us more than we can ever comprehend! Praying that He will use this summer to glorify Him and to bring others into relationship with Him; that He will open the hearts of the people in Santa Cruz, and work in mighty ways!
"For what we proclaim is not ourselves, but Jesus Christ as Lord, with ourselves as your servants for Jesus' sake." ~ 2 Corinthians 4:5
In Christ,
Molly
"For what we proclaim is not ourselves, but Jesus Christ as Lord, with ourselves as your servants for Jesus' sake." ~ 2 Corinthians 4:5
In Christ,
Molly